I hate you fucking cancer.  You are a dick.  You make my life harder than it needs to be.  Go away.  One more week before my biopsy which determines my fate.  I need you to be gone.  Let me go into maintenance.  The stress and worry is too much for me to handle.  I feel like until the results come back my life is on hold.  It completely sucks.  You own my ass right now and I don’t want you.  Stop holding me hostage.

I walk around like frankenstein because of all the joint pain you are causing.  Just go away already.  I want my new normal already.