Well, still no cancer so I suppose that’s a good thing.  I don’t really know what happens next.  I seriously just feel like I am waiting for it to come back again.  I don’t really know.  I can’t make these feeling go away.  I really wish I could but I guess that’s just not how it works.

Right now I am just frozen.  Almost literally because my little feet have been icicles for about a week since it has been so cold outside.  Dumb Chicago.  I need it to warm up, like as soon as it can.  I hate not having an internal thermostat.  It really isn’t comfortable at all.  Ugh, I am down to wearing double pants and multiple sweatshirts at one time.   Please warm up weather.