I am finally home.  It feels so good and weird at the same time.  I don’t want to go back into the hospital ever again.  Ugh, sucks so much.  But now it’s back to getting strong and healthy.  Back to getting this water weight off for good, which feels so gross.  I will be off steroids soon so that will also help.  My skin is so sensitive and dry I don’t think there is enough lotion in the world right now.  I feel so greasy but there’s really no alternative.  Otherwise my skin is literally peeling away from my face and hands.  Yup fun stuff going on that’s for sure.  I am just happy to be in my own home with no one to bother me every 5 seconds.  I miss my bed too.  I hate the damn hospital bed moving every two seconds for no reason.  Baby steps.  I have just got to keep telling myself that.  Plus all these pills are killing me.  About 30 pills a day.  It’s just so much.  It’s so gross trying to swallow them all.  Not that I have to take them at once but throughout the day.  It’s just a lot of liquid and pill in my stomach that it’s hard to take.  I feel so full and swollen.