Apparently this is what I do now.  It has become my thing.  I sit, as my eyes well up with tears from reading yet another “cancer” article.  I can’t help it.  I can’t not read them.  It’s my cat nip.  Some I agree with and some I can’t stand.  Either way, I end up on the verge of breaking down crying.  I don’t really know why I do it to myself.  I should just stop and focus on what I need to do.  To get myself better mentally and physically.

But I can’t help but gobble up every cancer related article or story that comes my way.  Is this normal?  I am not entirely sure.  I don’t really care either.