I don’t know why, but I really want to be anti-social.  Go and hide for the next two years and re-emerge.  Not sure if it’s just a temporary feeling or if it will last.  It may be the cold that’s got me so down.  Hibernation just seems to be a better option.  I am just not into it.

Maybe it’s finding passion in something again.  I have asked myself this question too many times to count since cancer.  I still can’t answer. Yes, there are things I like doing.  What am I passionate about?  I don’t know.  I don’t know why I am putting pressure on myself to have “cancer” epiphanies.