Today is the last day of course four.  YAY.  I made it to the end.  After today is a waiting game for about two, waiting for my bone marrow to regenerate enough to get a bone marrow biopsy done.  This biopsy means everything.  It is the most important of all of my biopsies that I have had thus far.  It will determine weather or not I will go into course five maintenance or have to get a bone marrow transplant.  I have never been so scared, nervous and exited all at the same time.  I almost want to hold my breathe the entire time, if that were possible.

Through all these body aches, pains, nausea to be just on to maintenance would be just amazing.  Please if anything I would want more in the world right now, that would be it.