Today I went to the gym by myself to take a yoga class since before I had cancer.  I am not sure but I had some major anxiety about going.  I am no longer comfortable in my own skin.  I mean I used to go to the gym six days a week and not even think twice about it.  Maybe because I am bald or because I have a pic line in my arm.  I feel very judged.  But today I went.  I yoga’d.  It felt good to throw myself back in the game.  Scary, but I am so glad I did it.