Now after a week break from therapy, it’s back to work.  I have four extra hours to fill in my day now.  I want to get back into yoga.  It actually helps me focus on something other than being in pain or nausea.  Hopefully this round three ends tomorrow with my last treatment.  I just want to get it over with.  I know that sounds strange but I am so close to the finish line.  I am mentally and physically worn down.  I am not really sure how much longer I can really keep this up.  It’s exhausting.  I can’t wait until this year is over.  I want a big huge glass of pinot noir and a great dinner with friends.  I miss that aspect of my life so much.  For now just focus on getting stronger physically and staying strong mentally.  Hopefully the last course treatment countdown can begin soon.