So it looks like next week will be go time again.  My levels are finally back up to what they need them to be to continue treatment.  Finally.  I feel like it takes forever and I understand that it’s for good reason but it just sucks.  Ugh.

Side note, I love my company that I work for.  I have a company car from them but not because I will be transitioning to “long term disability” they have to take my car back.  Which isn’t that big of deal since I think I have literally driven it twice since I have had it. But it just sucks to once again have to relay on other people for appointments and other things.  I just hate having to depend on other people for things.  Even the little things.  Tough to let go and ask for help, even still.