The treatment protocol that they have me on is designed for children.  It makes sense to treat a children’s cancer with the same children’s protocol.  It is extremely intense.

Course One-29 days total of different chemo.

Course Two-56 days of chemo

Course Three-50 days of chemo

Course Four-50 days of chemo

Course Five-2 years of oral chemo and the end goal of all this shit.  The hopeful motherfucking finish line.

Obviously this is an extremely condensed version of what is happening but will at least be a guide.

Fun chemo drugs they have me on: Daunarubicin, Vincisine, Prednisone, Pegylated L-Asparaginase (Peg-Asp), Cytarabine, Methotrexate, Cyclophosphamide, -Mercaptopurine (6-MP), Doxorubicin, Dexamehtasone and 6-Thioguanine.

These are all saving me and killing me all at once.  I hate them and take them, saying “thank you.”  Kill me some more please so that way my own body doesn’t.