I am sick and tired of this damn leukemia having a strong hold on my body.  It aches, is sore, my fingers and feet barely have feeling.  This is just the tip of the ice berg.  I WANT MY BODY BACK.  I want to feel normal again.  I don’t want to wake up and struggle to walk down my stairs because every step I take is painful.  I WANT MY FUCKING BODY BACK.  I want to be able to walk more than 2.6 miles without being winded and exhausted.  I try so hard to get stronger everyday, but I feel like my efforts are fruitless.  Two steps forward and three back.  I WANT MY BODY BACK, ALREADY.  I hate walking around like an old man that just got off a horse because I am so sore.  GIVE ME MY BODY BACK.  I am exhausted from the nausea.  Managing it has been difficult but necessary.   Between my three meds I have been pretty lucky to function, I suppose.

ALL I KNOW IS I WANT MY FUCKING BODY BACK.  Fuck this hostile takeover by leukemia.  I am going to do everything in my power to get it back, it’s mine and I am not letting go of it yet.  FUCK YOU LEUKEMIA.  FUCK YOU!