I finally feel like hell is almost over, maybe. At least I am getting glimmers of hope. It’s bee a long time for sure. I supposed to get out of here tomorrow so we will see how that goes. It did suck. There were no fun parts to this. Fuck man. Between the mouth sores, whole body swollenness and just overall discomfort, it is not easy or fun. Everyone down plays it like it is not that bad when at times it is. There are so many different emotions going on just in terms of going home. The anxiety, worry and all the what if’s that could happen. It’s overwhelming to process all of this information. Also I will be looking forward to my bed asap. I hate these dang hospital moving beds, so annoying.
Glad to hear you are going home Casey. 🙂
It’s good that you have all those emotions, because it keeps it real and helps you keep perspective. Plus, once this is all finally over (and it will all be over soon), the end result will hopefully be that much sweeter. And I’m sure the recovery from the transplant did suck something fierce. But remember that you are strong and a fighter, and each positive milestone you get to just means the fight was and is worth it.
So, be proud you are going home. I’m proud for you and I say cheers to you for getting to this point!
True, it is scary and the future is unknown, but we are rooting for you that you will keep hitting milestones until all of this awfulness is behind you.
As always, continued positive thoughts, prayers and lots of love. Get better so you can meet little Albert, because he really wants to meet you, he told me so himself! And get better so you can buy your wiener dog Dick Head 😉
Hugs and Go Casey Go!! 🙂