Back and checked into the hospital.  400 square feet of luxury at it’s finest.  ugh, it’s already unnerving hearing the beeps from the other IV poles coming out of other rooms.  That sound is the absolute worst, well at least top five for me.  So infusion of my brother’s cells starts at day zero.  So today is day negative seven.  Sounds confusing but this is how they do it, we can go back to just counting in positives after infusion day.  Day zero is like your re-birth, blah blah blah….

I am so ready to get this party started.  I need to take this one day at a time.  I have to just go back to the mindset “realize what I can do and when I can do it”.  Give back the control for hopefully the last time.  For the next month I will not be driving my own bus, I have to let others take the wheel.  Not much will happen today.  I have to get a bunch of labs, dressing changed and then get fitted for my radiation protection plate.  All the action starts tomorrow.