So after all the approvals we are still waiting for the drug to be shipped so we can get this party started.  Supposedly, we in theory should be starting Monday or Tuesday.  The anticipation is just driving me nuts.  Plus they put me back on steroids to help quiet the disease and haven’t really slept, so as you can imagine I am one cranky bitch.  I know I have said it a million times but steroids are the worse.  I just want to sleep through the night.  I asked for a sleep aid, something I had reluctant to do in the past because I had only taken the steroids short periods of time then were done with them, but with no end date yet, I just couldn’t do it anymore.   Hopefully it helps with sleep.  I know at this point it really can’t hurt.