I haven’t felt much like sharing lately.  I am not sure why.  I feel as though my complaints, valid, are just that.  Complaints.  Nothing much more than bitching, but I guess that’s nothing out of the ordinary for anyone really.  I feel as though I haven’t slept in over six months now.  Walking and living much of my life in a distracted haze.  Going through the motions, but nothing much more than that.  I don’t want to feel, anything really.  I would much rather be numb.  Lack of sleep is starting to take it’s toll.