I know this song seems a bit morbid.  I don’t know why but the farther away from the possibility of death, the more I seem to think about it.  It’s actually quite strange.  I try not to think about why but rather embrace these feelings.  I believe as a culture we have a bad relationship with life and death.  I mean it’s nothing to be scared of.  it happens, we all have our time.

Anyways on a more positive and uplifting note.  1 year and 9 months left of maintenance Chemo.  Ugh, how this will fly by looking back, but just seems so long looking forward.  At least there is light at the end of this tunnel.  On a positive note, I don’t have to make up any of the missed treatments in this phase due to levels being too low, so that is amazing.