So I had the strangest dream last night.  I woke up remembering that I was digging a trench around our house.  I woke up crying with tears coming down my face, saying, “No more.  No more chemo.”  Anthony calmed me down pretty quick but it was just so weird.  Subconsciously I am over this whole chemo thing.  Good thing I only have three more infusions this course, I guess.

On a much happier note, since today is Halloween someone asked me, I think it was one of the infusion nurses if I was going to dress up, which the obvious answer is hell no.  Anyways if I were to I already have the best costume ever, cancer patient.  Okay well sexy cancer patient.  Anthony thinks this idea is completely inappropriate which makes it perfect.