I know this sounds so trivial, but I really just want a pedicure.  I can’t.  Too, risky with infections and what not, but I desperately want one.  I just want my toes to be pretty.  It’ so dumb.  I’ve been painting them myself for this whole time but it’s just not the same.  I want pretty toes.  I have no idea why this is taking up so much of my brain right now.  Like a really sick fixation at the moment.  That’s okay because as soon as I get the go ahead pedicure, here I come.