I know why, the reasons are very obvious, but for some reason just seeing, hearing or texting my friends and family through this process has been very helpful.  It’s good to just know they are there.  Maybe not for all the details but that they talk about anything other than cancer.   Talking about cancer all the time is annoying and exhausting.  It’s so selfish.  I hate that it’s all about me (or cancer).  I don’t want it to be that way at all.  I would rather hear about normal everyday shit people are dealing with.  I want to hear about the co-worker getting on your nerves, the annoying people on street, something that’s bothering you.  I mean we can’t talk about cancer forever.  It’s depressing.  Plus who really wants to hear (warning too much info) about the fact that I am dealing with constipation, again.  NO one, it’s gross.

I am taking one day at a time.  Today get up and do ALL the things within my power to fight and help fucking crush this leukemia inside me.  Getting stronger and be positive. NO negative thoughts creeping in.  Making today the best day I can within my reach.