It’s hard to understand how everything effects people differently.  I deal with things in a very inappropriate way by usually saying some very sarcastic comments that makes others very uncomfortable but it’s how I deflect.  I forget that some people don’t burry their feelings down.  I wasn’t really raised to show/feel emotion like normal people.  You keep that shit buried inside and don’t ever talk about it again.  I think it’s the Asian part of me.  I can’t pretend to understand how people process information, especially emotion.  It’s so different for everyone.  I try to be respectful and understanding but my brain doesn’t always work that way.  I guess I am just a dick.

But some positive news from last Friday’s doctor appointment.  My follow up MRI came back with the clot dissipating completely.  They show no signs of any stroke neurologically speaking.  So two neuro appointment follow ups this week to find out more info and if can come off the blood thinner shots and anti-seizure meds.  Baby steps.