This week is different.  My T Bear is out of town and my second caregiver has been given the nod.  My dad is great, to be able to take me to my appointments.  I couldn’t thank him enough.  I miss my T Bear.  It’s easier with him.  He protects me more so really I just have to show up to things and don’t have to really worry about the details.  I guess that is kind of lazy on my part as well.  But, it is the comfort that I miss.  Now I actually have to navigate us around the appointments.

Long day today at the hospital.  Labs, a LP with IT chemo and finally followed with infusion of chemo.  YAY, let’s kill me from the inside out some more.  I still feel tired and worn still from last week.