I need, need, need my neutraphils do get up to 700.  Last time I checked about two weeks ago they were at 100.  In order to start course three I NEED them to go up.  Come on body, cooperate with me.  The worst part is that there is nothing I can do to help them go up in any way.  I just have to wait for my body to naturally recover.  Come on netraphils.  I will find out today at labs if course three will be delayed or we start on time.  Fingers crossed we can start on time.  🙂  I think I am the only person in the world who wants chemo and gets antsy and anxious when I am not in treatment.  I don’t know what is wrong with me.

So I am back down to 110 lbs.  Not on purpose.  I swear I am eating, I guess just not that much.  It’s time for a deep dish pizza night.  I gain at least a pound with deep dish pizza.  I have learned that is an indicator the doctor’s use to determine if you eating and how bad the nausea is.