“I fight for my health every day in most ways people don’t understand.  I am not lazy.  I am a warrior.”

I am feeling very emotional today and I am not really sure why.  I feel fragile today but this quote reminded me that I am a warrior and stronger, stronger than most.  I feel the tears could come at any second.  I have feeling vulnerable.  But this should be a great week.  No treatment this whole week.  Time to recover and relax.  Only an end of the week doctor appointment.  I should be feeling good and relieved but I just feel emotional.  It could be the fact that my husband just left for work travel, but I should be used to this by now.  I should be feeling a lot different, than what I am feeling right now.  I will take a walk later and usually that ALWAYS makes me feel strong.  Seeing my muscle build back in my legs is an amazing thing.  Starting over and watching my body recover.